But he has a kid on the show, and I heard him say, “You have to remember that it’s not your fault.” And I looked up to see her immediately start to tear up. And then *I* teared up because I knew exactly why she was tearing up.
Because we’re thinking, “Yes it is. It’s all my fault. I deserve it because I’m bad. You just haven’t figured it out yet. I’m terrified that you will figure it out, so whenever you talk about how it’s not my fault, it breaks my heart. Because I don’t deserve to be here. I don’t deserve to be happy.”
I hate that that’s a thing. I hope someday it isn’t anymore.